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I get jealous, I'm selfish, I dont like if you compared me to others, I dont like it when you say her name in our convo, I aint a superwoman who have superbigheart.
But when i say I love someone, i mean it. say, it really is. i really do.

forgive me. im just an ordinary one.

this is

for someone who amazingly turns our left right brains to something new.
for someone who teaches us lessons we didnt take at school.
for someone who took a BIG part of our heart. and live in it.
for someone who can calm us when fire was on.
for someone who always take care of us, guide us, and make us feel safe.
for someone who always hide his sad feelings when hes with us, dont want us to worry him.
for someone who STAYS STRONG even hes surrounded by many things that could possibly kills his brain.

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were so sorry for things that we have done.
we dont want you go, but we always do wrong things over again.
we havnt give you something so special
but we do our best to see your smile, again.

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those blue days i imagined before, has come.
the day were so afraid to lose you, again.
the day we'll shed our tears bcs youre leaving..
the day we'll say goodbye to you.
but i hope it aint goin to happen.

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~ Abangku tersayang
abangku tercinta
tanpamu, apa jadinya aku?~

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from the deepest heart, from the inner bones, from the blood that flood in our bodies.
we're so sorry. we hope you'll get back as we wish.
we love you, abang.♥

:(

this is not so easy as i thought before.
i wont let my eyes rest cos im waiting your message
but you come up with no guilty feelings says youre tired and need to sleep.
thats look like a simpe tiny untouchy prob.
but it knifes my heart.